My faith in God is what keeps me from being as scared. I am so frustrated with the insurance company and feel frustrated that my family can not figure out what is wrong with dad. No child wants to hear something is wrong with their parent. This morning, my dad tried to vacuum (sweep) the floors of our house, he has to take several 10-15 minute breaks.
I pray NO CANCER. However, I pray we FIND ANSWERS. Praying for no cancer cells when he does his Cscans and guidance from his dr to know what drs to send him to. We will know what direction we must travel this coming week. Praying to stay strong in knowing my faith will give me hope and calmness. Praying to be able to find answers to help my dad. Praying that my mom will not feel so helpless as she watches my dad get weak. Praying for a simple answer that will bring health to my dad.
My faith tells me that after having such a battle (going from stage 4 to cancer free), I know God is with us and answers will be give us hope and comfort.